...For you I'd bleed myself dry
My resolutions for this year was and still is to have no resolutions at all.
I do not resolve to quit smoking, because I know that I can't.
I do not resolve to be a nicer, kinder person because the world is a mean place.
I do not resolve to lose weight because I don't feel that being thin and lanky is the in thing Thanks B!
I do not resolve to be better than I was because in my mind's eye, I rock!
I do not resolve to be more empathetic because noone deserves it.
I do not resolve to be good because that's just boring.
And so, I resolved not to have any resolutions.
Here's what I got for myself this Christmas. Nip/Tuck season 3 on DVD!!!! WOOT! Still waiting for it to be sent to me. Amazon better not screw up. I do not want to have to call them and have them tell me the most dreaded words in the courrier services world.
"Lost in Transition"
Somehow I feel that a lot of people are lost in transition. People change, as do everything else. But sometimes they change a little too much too fast that they do not know what they themselves have evolved into, therefore creating a much more complicated personality, which is infact just a combination of the many personalities that they have yet to decide to portray to the public world.
No, I'm not lost in transition. I'm not confused about my personality at all. I know exactly what I am. I know exactly what I'm doing at all times. Sometimes the things that I'm doing may be wrong, but I go ahead with it anyway knowing that it's wrong. Sometimes it comes back to bite me in the ass.
Most of the time, I bite back.
1 comment:
..true..true.. getting past deciding which to show to the world can be really confusing. But I do agree with "in my mind's eye, I rock!" ;)
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