Saturday, July 08, 2006

My emotional roller-coaster ride
Took me to the edge of life
I let go of my hands
Fell into this deadly dance
I cannot come back now
Don't want to, don't know how
And in the end, I lost it all
My dreams,
My hopes,
My heart,
My soul.


Free atlast.

Some men are just retarded. It is no wonder why some of their offsprings come out retarded.

After a string of emotional roller-coaster rides, I feel like regurgitating everything, including my memory of having ever to meet these retards and I do meet them on a daily basis.

If you're reading this, there is a big possibility that you are one of them.

Kudos.

1 comment:

Awakeness said...

I don`t know about being a retard, but I did read your blog.

What is it saying if you are calling those who read your blog retards... some self mutilation going on ?

I hope you can pull yourself out of this downward spiral. You may have lost a lot, but your dreams and your soul cannot be lost unless you let them... it didn`t work out, this time, with a certain person, etc. Circumstancial. IT DOES NOT EQUAL what you are capable of and who you are.

I have been through hell and I know how to get out.

Give yourself what you are looking for, honour yourself, buy yourself whatever you need to move towards feeling good, be around people who are also interested in healing and moving on... PAY WHATEVER IT TAKES, you are worth it, give yourself that gift.

Accept what is and let go of your disappointments, it is only temporary.

Know that you are loved beyond words; by God, by many...

Peace, Light, Awakeness, Laughter and Love,
David

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