I think my world just came crashing down.

I think I'm having a panic attack but I can't really tell.

I think I need to take a few steps back, create an opening for myself to escape from this whole situation, walk away with atleast a little shred of dignity.

I think I lost this war, this time.

I think my heart is broken but I'm too numb to tell.

I think I want to cry but I can't.

Like Velvet Underground once sang "...and I think, I just don't know"


***Note to self: No more...no more..