I wonder..

If you were me would you feel the same way?
What am I? Who am I?
I am collateral damage
You have it all
A life, a home, a family
I have nothing
Right now, it feels like I have noone either

If you were in my shoes
Would you be hurting like I am hurting now?
Would you cry, could you stop crying
Would you scream into your pillow
In hopes that noone else can hear your sorrows?
A ghost of what I once was


I wonder..
If you were me
If you had gone through what I had
Would you still be alive
Or would you have given up?