It's been a while since my last posting, perhaps years even. Many things have changed. My views, my opinions, my life. I will once again, attempt to chronicle my life, my struggle with balancing the good and the bad, my constant war between the love for food and weight control. The fight between balancing my thoughts from crossing over to the dark side. Over the years, the need for pharmaceutically induced happiness; no, should I say numbness..have slowly decreased. Although I still keep a bottle of Xanax handy in my medicine cabinet, along with a bottle of miniature Chivas; just in case the need arises.
Many people have come and gone. In some ways, I'm thankful that some of these people are gone. It took a while for me to be able to let go. In the coming months, I will attempt to revamp this blog, in doing so, I hope to be able to organize my own thoughts as well.
I thank those who have stood by myside and those that no longer exist in my life, well..good riddance to bad rubbish.
